hai. not a good week i suppose... few quarrels here and there taking the toll on me ..
on one part i have this CDC project, supposedly great to work out .
on the other hand i have my gal to look to ..
cant balance it out .. quarrel break out ..
some things come and go not according to plan and i try my best to correct it .. but wth, no one understands.
i feel the stress, the burden and the worry of my gf, my family and also myself.
Rushing to tampines pass nat the phone she misplaced in my pocket, waking up at 8am.
not complaining or such, got breakfast for her and friends. Still after that gotta go CDC, worry about some nitty gritty stuff, invite cards and the design stuff, making sure everything goes to plan...
right after that, i gotta meet my mum at sengkang,yet taking care nat doesnt feel pissed over not spending the time with her, then off i go again from orchard down.
did i ever complain ?
i dun think so.
i dunno ... times i feel friends arnt there for me, the loved ones that i can realli lean on for support suddenly crumble upon me.
how i wish i can break down at this moment. but i cant.
i dont know why.
anyway juz another day of my sad life.. dun take too much concern upon it . for it may be another day worse...
well gotta get used to it ..
gonna sleep and not looking forward to the next day . yet i have no choice but to smile at friends as if i love the sun and the crap dished up upon me.
*shrugs* yet another day of my life.